Monthly Archives: April 2010

Kicked the habbit.

So on 10th April (also my birthday) I had my last roll up!!

Worzel and I had decided on a deadline of 18th April……….or Sir would find reasons for me to quit.

Me quitting is a good idea.  I’m trying to put on weight so not smoking should help with that. I’m not really enjoying it anymore…….it tastes funny.  And Worzel don’t like it, so benefits all round then.

I have definitely been more frustrated this week and felt a lot more alone. I’ve lost count on the amount of times I have snapped at Worzel (and others) this week, but since i am spending a few days at Worzels next week I’m sure he will sort it out. I havent been able to concentrate on much either. This is the 4th time I have started this post.  I haven’t been able to concentrate on Harry Potter ff either.  The boiled sweets have helped……and the crisps, although people in bs chat think that the boiled sweets have not helped my concentration.

Its day 5 now and with the help of a Nicorette Inhalator (looks like a tampon) I am over the worst of the cravings. Heck, I havent even used the inhalator today.  My concentration seems to be back to normal and I havent snapped (much) today.

Hopefully things should be easier from here on.

Sorry for being a brat this week Worzel, love you xxxx.

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sharing my thoughts

I thought is only right I should say more about our anniversary. When I reminded Jay she posted on blog within 24 hours!

It would be a huge understatement to say I am happy with how we have progressed.

What started out as a chance encounter at spanking party, has changed my life beyond anything I could have imagined.

I have to be honest and say there are times when I seriously doubted if the possibility of a meaningful relationship was a realistic option – age difference being my main concern, but we have talked about the future and want the same thing.

Watch this space!

love you Jay xxxx

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