Worzel is in this color.
So Christmas is over and this is exactly how I feel. With my huge family and my lovely house guest I was and am quite knackered.
I’m looking forward to trying out the handcuffs that saffron bought me for Christmas, not sure about the other pressie though saff lol.
Worzel: I also look forward to using the handcuffs, and with jay blindfold. This probably comes in the sensual category – see below. I have no idea what other pressie is. Subbie wont tell so I will wait and see.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about my relationship with Worzel. It has definitely moved up a notch, if the flogging post is anything to go by. I am excited to see what the new year brings. Theres things that I would like to try, and theres things that Worzel wants to do too.
Worzel: Our relationship has moved on more than just a notch. Flogging jay was intimate and extremely sensual. I look forward to more adventurous exploring. And yes, there are things we both want to do!!
Limits – Something we have been meaning to do but it kept being put on hold. We want to find out my limits with different implements (ugh I hate that word, I’m gonna say toys instead), like how much I can take of the hand, belt, tawse (must get a new tawse), cane etc. We think its important to do this, its important for the Dom/Top to know his subbie’s limits and also for the subbie to know, But I’m curious and also a little afraid of doing this.
Worzel: I fully intend to explore jay’s limits very soon. This is something I am particularly keen to do, and have put off for too long. The time has never ‘been right’ for reasons various, but I will ensure we make time.
Role play – We want to try this again. The few times we have tried it didn’t really work as planned. Also I really want to do a school one, with a real lesson. Oh and one where we go to a National Trust house and I have to really pay attention to detail and stuff cos Worzel will test me when we get home. Like a field trip I guess.
Worzel: I agree with jay, roleplay is something we shall focus on as I am certain it will give us both a lot of pleasure. As for ‘field trips’, we shall get round to it.
Sensual – There will definitely be more of this, after that session with the flogger I defiantly want more lol. I want to explore my sensual side more anyway, just to see what makes me tingle.
Worzel: I most definitely agree jay’s comments about the sensual stuff. The session we had with the floggers was fantastic and we both want so much more!!
Submission – Worzel doesnt know about this one, guess he will now. I am Worzels subbie and I want to explore my submissive side. I don’t know how to start with this one though, I mean I already do as he says (mostly) I just want to see the other ways that I can submit to him.
Worzel: This is an area we have not discussed, so you will have to wait until later postings to learn how we progress.
Hairbrush – I’m not ready for this yet, but I know Worzel want’s to help me get over my fear. Actually fear is the wrong word, phobia would be more appropriate. I am terrified of the hairbrush, I’m shuddering just typing it.
Worzel: Jay is not being overly dramatic when saying she is terrified of the hairbrush. This is something I want to resolve, but it can only be done when the time is right.
Non-physical – Strange I know, but I have these little quirks that say “oh I wonder what that’s like.” Like corner time, or lines, or essays. Even little things like being made to say Sir. Like this –
Worzel – Did you do …….?
Me – Yes.
Worzel – Yes what?
Me – Yes Sir.
Get the idea? Simple I know, but its one of those things that triggers my emotions and tingles.
Worzel: yes i know.
Well that’s what we want for the new year. What do you want to do?